i'm not brave

The markings on your surface
Your speckled face
Flawed crystals hang from your ears
I couldn't gauge your fears
I can't relate to my peers
I'd rather live outside
I'd rather chip my pride than lose my mind out here
Maybe I'm a fool
Maybe I should move
And settle for
Two kids and a swimming pool
I'm not brave (brave)
I'm not brave

What would you recommend I do?